Sean

You make it impossible
For me to act like I don't want you.
The way you move is
So incredibly
Intoxicating.
Like a breath of fresh air.
In a smog-ridden slum
And I'm sitting here
Trying to pretend that
I don't feel what I do
That you don't hold me
Tight in your electrifying grasp
(Admitting this will lead to my
Inevitable demise.)
But you do.
And it hurts when you squeeze.
But in all honesty though,
I enjoy pain.

Words Meant to Soothe

 Dear friend, you've made me an addict
 To your smile that's so perfect.
 Dear friend, I feel like I've just picnicked,
 In a buffet of forbidden fruits with no restrict-
 ion. Your kaleidescope eyes have got me panicked,
 Your kisses and hugs make me constrict
 My throat.

 So I no longer breathe when you're there.
 Please don't let me lose you; something will tear.
 My heart probably, and the genuine smile that I now wear
 All you because you took the time to say hello, to care
 About me.

 I like that when you laugh and talk, I hear a ring.
 And that when you're gone my heart is aching
 Because I'm always so impatient waiting
 For you.

 It's not hard to admit,
 The warm feeling I get that leaves me feeling frostbit,
 Yet warm at the same time. Leaving me to smile with starlit
 Eyes.

 So let's just end this with the brutal truth,
 With three little words that are meant to sooth,

 Words that are only meant for you.

 Sweetie, I love you.

Lost In You.

Lost in your eyes
Lost in your smile
Leaving me to theorize
For a little while

Lost in your laugh
Lost in your kiss
But that's only half
Of what I wouldn't miss

Lost in your hug
Lost in your voice
Words of yours that I wouldn't shrug,
Even if I had a choice.

Lost in my feelings.
Lost in the blue.
The fear that your presence brings,
I want to tell you.

That I'm lost in you.

I Dare You

I Dare You

I dare you to
Take that knife that I can already see in your hand
And stab him

Stab him for the fourth time
Tell me it's "no harm done"
Tell me it doesn't benefit you
I dare you to betray him

Betray him again
Keep treating his trust
Like it doesn't mean
A thing

Just "a thing", that's what you call it
For the girl he liked 
First

First time you did it
He was already going out with 
Her

Her, now it's her that you do it to
When will you ever learn?
How many more times does it have to take?
1, or 2? Well?

Well, I say it's enough.
I dare YOU to turn around,
And let ME stab YOU.

You tell me how it feels
To have someone who calls their self a 
"Best friend"

Best Friend, that's what he is to you
Well, then why don't you show it?
Back up

Back up and let him do it alone
Let him have that girl for once
Don't ruin it for him
I dare you

I dare you to do ONE nice thing.
Can you do that? Be a friend?

I dare you.

Whispers of Self-Confidence

As it whispers softly, 
Softly it whispers, 
"Come to me,
Come find me."
But I don't.

And I won't.

Because I lack of it,
Lack of it I,
Don't know where to go,
Don't know where to find.
So it finds me.

Then I wallow,
Wallow then I,
In the heat,
The heat.
I feel ecstacy.

My Love's Like a Star by Demi Lovato

My love's like a star.
You can't always see me,
But you know that I'm always there.
When you see one shining,
Take it as mine,
And remember that I'm always near.
When you see a rocket,
I'm on it,
Making my way back home.
Just follow the glow.
It won't be long.
Just know that
You're not alone.

The Game

It all started with a simple thought
A simple thought
To play a game
To act like a couple
To feel like a couple
To look like a couple
The one who falls first loses
And I lost